A good friend of mine is embarking on a journey to Japan. I’m so excited for her to see this country and experience face to face this very enrich culture once again. Many of you might not know, I love everything about this country, except the hoodlums and the crazies of course. I know for me it’s just a matter of time until I step foot on that land.
This is the first video I favorited on youtube two years ago. I dedicate this video to her.
I’ve been out a lot before my trip to Ensenada, Mexico, I mean a lot! I haven’t had the energy to update this blog until today. We saw Justice when we got back to LA with a full limo service and an all-access pass. I must say it was a very sweet ending to our small vacation back from Mexico. I haven’t gone out or had any intoxicating beverages since then, so proud of myself. I also been sleeping 7-12hrs. each night. I feel like the crazy social life sucked the living hell out of my body.
I think I really needed that trip to separate and awaken myself from my long hybernation. I know everybody goes through this cycle in life. Like a ferris wheel ride when you realize you’re on the bottom, you just can’t wait to be on top again. I’m on this cycle where I am always on top and never down. My life is amazingly fun and full of enjoyment(really). I know this has an ending just like a ferris wheel ride. And when this ride ends I should have a place to go to and not be stuck in the ferris wheel that no longer works. I just feel like I’m not working hard enough to achieve what I really want in life. And on second thought, I’m contradictingly thinking that I work so hard but I’m moving really slow or not moving at all. What I really want in life is simply to be happy and finish what I’ve started. I’m not getting any younger, I’m wiser, but not wise enough. I often ask myself when I’m going to be ready to settle down and slow down this crazy lifestyle I have. As of this moment, there’s this thought that sips right through me, the thought of taking it slow and or maybe settling down. I just hope this stays and I don’t lose thought.
I remember when I was 14yrs. old, I told myself that I’m going to finish school by the time I turn 22, get married by 28 and maybe have kids by 30. It’s funny how I try to plan out my future when I barely know anything in life. Time is fast and it’s not slowing down at all. I’m somewhat financially stable, but I want more and need more. I have this arcane glimpse of regret of some sort, I know what it is, but I just can’t seem to focus on. All I know is that I’ve begun and started to do something about it. I’m on it like a rat on a cheese.
Thought of the day:
There are so many people in the world. I am always seeing new people, new faces, and never seeing many old faces/people. How can there be so many people? I’m thinking maybe I just have a bad memory or maybe it’s because they change clothes every day or maybe they change faces?
This song really has me right now.
Earth meet (your name). (your name) meet Earth. (your name) take care of Earth.
also, listen to:
Explosions in the sky – The only moment we were alone
